cervical blocks and pain clinic

so, I have been seeing a pain clinic. They took me off of dilaudid , fentanyl, and stadol. They were all my rescue drugs. I was given 5 mg. oxi's. laughable. I have been in so much pain. I first met with them on June 7. The first suggestion was to use a tens unit. I have been doing that on a daily baisis. The first cervical nerve block was done on July 21 on the left side. It didn't start working for a couple of days. Once it started working, it worked for 5 days and then just stopped altogether. I had another block on August 4 and saw the dr on Aug 5th. The block worked wuite a bit longer. It is still working off and on now. When I saw the dr, she put me on nucynta and changed the mg of oxy to 10 mg. still not hitting the pain.

It is amazing that I never realized how far down my back the pain went until the nerve block started to work. The blocks are helping my neck, but not necessarily my headaches. I want to get to the bottom of this-it is driving me crazy!!!

I have started on supplements daily. It is not that I think it is the perfect combination. I am taking glucosamine, vit e 400 i.u., and quin B strong B-25. These are what I am starting with. Hopefully, I will feel some success.

hopeless case revisited

so, back to Dr. Landy today. Nerve blocks again today-way lower this time. so far, helping a bit. I stopped taking stadol. It makes me crazy and angry and sometimes rebounds, so good-bye! I am still trying the topamax, self-adjusting per dr's orders.

Topamax is a such a strange med. I am getting numb digits and lips. My mouth is on fire & everything tastes so strange-and oh...yeah.I..keep..forgetting...words. Is it all worth it? I just want to live a normal life with my kids and hubby.

the doc gave me a homework assignment- to research occipital nerve stimulator implant and the nerve decompression surgery. I am up for anything at this point!

later taters

a hopeless case

so, I saw Dr. L today. As we were talking about my case, he pointed out something he wrote in my file 10 years ago. He basically said that I was a hopeless case. He thinks that I might be better off seeing someone at a pain management clinic. He was a bit hopeful about the probability of having botox injections covered by new ins. company. We shall see...

adding to my usual suspects of the drug world:
cymbalta 60 mg, amrix 30mg, valium 10 mg, ambien, and the big guns...dilaudid, stadol and actiq. I am going to try topomax again. It has been 5 years since I last tried it. Even if I only get a month or so of relief, it would be worth it! It even made me lose weight because I had such a bad taste in my mouth all the time. There was also the issue of the loss of conversational skills. Words would just escape me-but that can happen even without the med. He also added bystolic(for high b.p.) I have also tried that in the past. It has been written off-label for headaches. I am ready to hit these headaches ot of the park for good.

The next thing that I know I need to be trying to get on disability. It seems like the only real option that I have.

On a personal note- we got really sad news about one of WM's childhood friends killing himself. What a sad, shocking, and seriously messed -up turn of events. I know that Nathan is in the arms of God right now. I just hope that Libby will be able to comprehend the situation. Lord, please send a hedge of angels to surround her during this hard time. I can't believe he is gone.

hopeful...

so tomorrow I go back to the headache doc. We have new insurance, so I will be interested to see what options are out there for me. It is so hard to not be hopeless. I would love to find a clinical trial to be a part of.

case of the Mondays

Rough day today. NO real reason. There is so much blooming right now. My allergies are out of control. I am trying the sudafed or benadryl and advil combo. Can't sleep- too much worry and pain...

was betrayed today by someone I dearly love-hate that and don't think I will be able to sleep because of it. Please Lord, help me to forgive and let it go.

nerve block

So, Monday I had an occipital nerve block. I must admit that I was very skeptical as to whether or not it would work. Remarkably, my headaches are down to a low dull ache. I can live with that. I haven't had any narcs since then, and my outlook is even better. This week, the kids were out on Spring Break. We stayed at Great Gran's house and visited with her and cousin Gabriel. He is just 9 yrs old. Right there with my girls. They all fought, played, fought, made up, and fought some more. Normally, this would have been the sort of thing that would have kept me medicated the entire time. We were going non-stop. The block was a true blessing and I can't wait to see how long it lasts.

not working...

Nothing in the "entertain away the pain" is working today. Neither are the meds. S is only making me anxious to the point that I cannot relax. This is the first day of Spring Break for the kids and we did absolutely nothing! Well, everyone slept in and I am trying to break this headache. My suspensions that Cymbalta and Amrix weren't doing anything have been proven wrong. As soon as possible, I will be getting back on them. Right now I am uninsured and that sucks. Because of this, I have been off some of my meds because of the cost. Not good. Must do more research.